Showing posts with label gluttony. Show all posts
Showing posts with label gluttony. Show all posts

Thursday, April 26, 2012

Poor in spirit

Dear Leo,
I'm so lonely these days.  These months.  I think it's been over a year, actually.  And in some ways, decades.  I am so slow to be weaned of supplemental graces.  Abba gives me all that I need, and I am grateful.  And then I become somewhat dependent upon those gifts, rather than utterly dependent upon Him.  And now, lately, He's been giving me the Grace of fewer graces.  By this I don't mean He has been withdrawing or with-holding anything I need.  Rather, He is giving me more and more simply Himself.  It is my paucity of soul that feels something lack.  May the Lord forgive me for my spiritual gluttony!
~ Mack